Recently, having thought lots of odds, upside down. I thought about Future, What is the future? Fuck the future!!!

Memory as a mirror, getting a clear me. The feeling of success rebuked me, so strong. I wanna buy everything for my baby, cos I can’t right now. I feel sorry for her. Maybe It is not until the end of my education can I make everything came true, for I need more time to be distigulished from the crowd, from the every single one, from the lost generation of our times.

Many people know how to attain success, but few know how to make the best use of it. “you’re really successful”,someone told me, sorry, I don't wanna let you down, but you really don’t know what the fucking situation I got. I must be going big and strong, far way from the past. The confused May day is passing by, I still not getting start to write anything about Argu or Issue. What the hell I am talking about, What the fuck days I lived. Can everything move on under schedule, Where is my so-called execution???????????

I appreciate I’m chasing my dream, pursuing long-term, ambitious goals rather than seek immediate fame and recognition, since, you know, most of us live on the material life, they seek for money, inculding me, more and more fucking money, more reality. So, A crucial test of character is whether one is able to adapt to changing social conventions without sacrificing one's principles.I know, the choice is an illusion. In reality, our lives are controlled by the society in which we live. However, people are too quick to take action; instead they should stop to think of the possible consequences of what they might do.

Sitting on an night bus, I turn on the radio, a wit saying through down my head, It says that” The Life never show you a map, telling you how to get your destination, so you should prevent youself from lost your way”, Admittedly, we don't have a map or instruction, cos the only one who can tell us to do something is ourselves.

Fighting for GRE, Fighting for my dreams.